Sadness....

It had been two days since we last contact, well maybe we make use of this time to gives each other soem spaces to cool down and know are we really compatiable.

got no where to go after work on sat, so decided to went home straight. while on the bus, suddenly the reflect tigger my mind and i nearly broke down again. Well should i said this is life. It take time to cool down the wound maybe just let the sorrow bury with my tears. Went to MS with my sister to have dinner, so while we we travelling, i asked what we will be having? So she said let eat thai express.. Yummy my fav steamboat again.... but the soup standand had drop, nowadays is so craemy but yet spicy, hahah..... Did not eat rice as i was trying to cut down on carbo so just drink soem soup and my sis order tropical as desserts. OMG it was so sweets so sure will gain weight.. CARBO INCREASED....... Oh i met Wanpin at thai expres also, kinda funny while waiting i saw my phone got a misssed call and messae so it was Wanpin and she asked am i at MS, and i reply yes,why. Then out of the sudden, she shouted my name, MANDY...... loudy behind me. haha! She again saw me without my make up,OMG i can't meet ppl without my make up as i look like a ghost... haha

After that went to meet joy,charles,sp and mark at tampines safra. So we went to bedok for supper and ate an moo...mooo Ice cream(OMG...... CARBO INCREASED AGAIN)... As it was ice cream so i could finish it at a very fast speed and sp said mark also very fast. So amrk said let race, adn they both of us jsut slient off, out of the sudden i just raise the stick up as i ahve finish and mark said, " well as i'm getting old so my teeth couldn't take it anymore" hahah... LAstly it was joy who fetch us back while charles was sitting beside aeting his"CRUNCH CHOCOLATE"....
raech home at about 110am and went to bath and sat infront of teh tv to watch "DOU NU YAO BU YAO". Really like Hebe haircut in the show, ahahha.. show ended at about 0235am so was rather sleepy and went to bath straight. haha shoudl eb looking forward for more meet up with them, feel beimg left out most of teh time as dun really know what they are saying....( sorry guys and gals, got to stick with yours for the time being agina)....

Wow... amazing

A weedy sea dragon at the Georgia Aquarium has something to celebrate this Father's Day. One of the rare creatures is pregnant for only the third time ever at a U.S. aquarium, aquarium officials said. But don't look for the expectant mom _ dads carry the eggs in this family.

Sea dragons, sea horses and pipe fish are the only species where the male carries the eggs, Gladish said. Sea dragon pregnancies are rare because researchers don't know what gets them in the mood to mate. The aquarium recently changed the lighting and thinned out the plants in the sea dragons' tank to give them room to court each other. During mating, the female lays dozens of eggs and then transfers them to the male's tail.

www = What Went Wrongs???

Seriously got no idea what has gone wrong in our relationship? but i know i'm too hush to make such decision also! i can't force you to chose who you will be loving and spend the rest of ur life with, but i think at this moment i deserve to know about our status. Been together for almost 5 years it not an easy relationship, as it need two hand to clsp. Which says it needed two person to give in and take... i also know you know her longer then you know me but i really want to know or should i say i want you to stay away from her. Have never been confident in our relationship ebfore even you have shown me all the love but that not the way.

I'm just goint to turn 25 years old this years and my youth is limited.... All along i really committed in this realtionship and do not wish to end up or give up. It has been a long long time since i last broke down till so badly and i do not want you to know. Actually i think when i was been brought to this whole my simle should be with me till the last breathe. But since i'm young god has taken my smile away far from me. till now i have not found my simle back yet. i'm a super soft hearted person at time i can be super sad over my mood therfore i really got no where to hide but cry in my heart....

i dun know when i will get my smile back but i will be strong. Trying hard not to call you, hoping to give time to both parties. So my dear frens, dun be worry about me as i will be strong and i know if i need you all is just a phone call away. Jie, i know you will be reading this so please dun ask me anything as i will not say, just keep quiet and i will continue my update here....

MISS LAM....................

Evereytime when the sale start in my company, I had to end up being a teacher. WHY ?? To teach all this singaporean how to read english..... I m wondering how stupid they reli can be ... I should said, they never read .. only see with their eyes ... and their eyes can see numbers only and not the others. Some even try to act stupid in front of u ..... They actually know wat is going on but just want to try their luck .... Freaking nabei !!!!! Wat the hell ???? Let me ask u lah ... It already all in the simple english leh .. then wat so diffcult to understand leh ??? I dun know lah .... I m sick of repeating over and over again the same shit everyday ................. Fuck leh !!!

Selected item 50% min 2 pcs can be read as Storewide 50% min 2 pcs.
Baby tee at $ min 2 pcs can be read as everyting $10 min 2 pcs.Amex add 15% ...

Fuck, this is the most easy one but yet still want to ask wat other cards have discount ???? This is damn classic one .. comfirm come out from their freaking mouth everytime.

Early Bird

Haha....wow tody is the earlier day that i reach home as i went back straight and i took train. Gosh so many ppl in the train some more and when the train start to move off i alomst faint. Someone actually open the shoes and it damn smelly.....

haiz it a festival weekend and yet i'm back home so early, anyway there no where for me to slack anymore. Out of the sudden i feel like my frens horizon is getting smaller from the past. compare to last time after work i still have a bf to accompany but now is like he is busy with his stiffs and only meet me when he feel like or he is free. As for frens those frens who start to work in the adult society also met very seldom. At time dun wish to ask them out as they might have program with the bf or frens so better dun bother..

haiz time passes so fast, just got to know that one of my fren younger just got married. haha well wishes her all the best in the brand new charcter of her life and have baby soon. well i going to rest should be back soon....

TOO MUCH

I m yet to do my project ....

Too many things on hands to do liao ..

I m so so tired that i doubt any shopping trip would cheer me up ..

I miss having my baby by my side to cuddle me up .....

I miss the time i could do anything i want ......

I miss having a good sleep

I miss my good friend ....................

I miss being myself ..................

WaiTING for YOU..............

金色的舞鞋 伴着音乐 Baby 你的眼睛是一弯深遂的湖水
忽明忽灰掩藏不可思议的美 让我晕眩像在悬崖边 谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you I'm waiting for you waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你Cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念 waiting for you
I'm waiting for you waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你 不断旋转 一直到黑发成了银线 waiting for you waiting for you 直到永远