STUDYING IS LIKE HELL TO ME....

It reli a shitty day. 1 bad news after another ....

3 Excutive summary to summit next week.

1 Final paper to go next week

one after another, as it like now we are coming to the end of the course so the last few lesson/module is rally tiring as too much group works and trpoerts. if you get good memebr then is still okay but if they are lousy then you gonna suffer like mad...that what i'm going under rite now.

feaking mad.....

Feaking damn mad.... sick then dun come back and spread the bloody germs around. Almost all illness cough is the damn irratting illness.... Feaking mad, so what if i'm inmpatient. If i will the one to be coughing like that what will ur reaction be.... trying in to log in to MSN with laptop but try for about an hours still cannot... damn pissed off.

Finally my off day

Gosh i have so many frens celebrating their birthday this month...... pockets big big holes....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
- ADRI (17th sept)
- JOEY LAM (19th sept)
- EVVON (20th sept)
- AGNES (23th sept)
- IRENE (25th sept)
- SHAWN (26th sept)

see that really alots of them

DAMN SICK AND TIRED

haiz.... my store just launch out the new CRS pos...... it is really hard life getting use to one things then u need to change again. For youngster still fine how about the older people in my store...Beacause of this i have to work two full shift in order to get the nude anut doubt clear.. hopefully tml everything will be fine as it my off day after a hard week of work advance. Still remember his owrds to ask me to relax more and dun stress....

Shit got another LGA assignment for thursday.... hard to time having it to completed again....
having a very bad headaches going to bed now.....

SICK AGAIN..............

Damn it.... as i fall sick again and it is really terrible this round as got flu and cough..... should be back with more updates as i still tired after the fews days of rushing project........

DAMN TIRED

Damn tired...... lucky my pps for today did not go down to the drain..... finally everything is over... going to sleep as last nitez i only slept at 5am and woke up at 730am....

tired.................

Frens all sleeping. yet i rushing project damn it.......
TIRED TIRED DAMN TIRED ........................ Help me !!!!

ILAH FAREWELL......

Today was a sad day, as one of my ever best met part time staff is leaving due to study. Really feel heart pain, trying to ask her to stay but still failed. Got a gift from her and it was a piglet cup and soft toy. OMG i really loves it a lots..... Thank and will miss you badly do drop by if free and if u looking for any part time job do come back okay...

TODAY also is the mid-autumn festival... MOONCAKES YUMMY YUMMY......

This September celebration gives everyone the green light to go mooncake nutty as this is the only time of the year the cakes are available. However, these little cakes weren't always associated with brightly lit lanterns and happy family reunions. The most commonly seen mooncakes are soft pure lotus paste compactly wrapped in smooth golden brown pastry. Lotus paste is actually a combination of lotus seed and lye water boiled and blended into apaste. The addition of peanut oil and cooked glutinous rice flour result in a sticky paste which is then rolled into a ball, clothed with a well-mixed dough and stamped with an intricate pattern.
Mooncakes either come plain or with one, two, even up to four salted egg yolks tucked snugly in lotus paste filling. The ones with single egg yolk are thought to represent the loneliness of the Chinese goddess Chang Er who flew to the moon to escape the clutches of her husband.
Apart from egg yolks, some lotus paste fillings are also sprinkled with assorted nuts, fruits and even ham bits. This has always been a favourite with older Chinese folks. The immense popularity of mooncakes have inspired many new recipes, one of which is the non-baked version with soft chilled pastry. Best kept refrigeratedand eaten cold, these mooncakes come in incredibly imaginative flavours like strawberry, orange, pandan, banana, lemon, and even milk. While regular mooncakes are smooth, soft and slightly sticky, special Shanghai mooncakes are loved for its crunchy pastry. With a lovely aroma of butter, they come in an imperfectly shaped ball with shiny glazed brown 'skin' that doesn't crack easily despite its crispiness. The incorporation of local and Japanese elements into the mooncake is apparent with the births of the durian and green tea mooncakes. Even ice cream parlours are getting into the game by introducing kiddie-friendly ice cream mooncakes - ice cream coated with a sweet chocolate crust bearing similar Chinese-like patterns. With the latest mooncake additions of jelly and Garfield-shaped mooncakes, one wonders if, in the race to tap into untouched mooncake markets,

心愿便利贴

吴忠明：一天一天贴近你的心 你开心 我关心

元若蓝：一点一滴我都能感应 你是我最美的相信

吴忠明：等不到双子座流星雨 撒满天际

元若蓝：先点燃九只仙女棒代替

吴忠明：最灿烂不一定要许多钻石黄金

吴忠明+元若蓝：看你眼睛有幸福的倒影

元若蓝：把你的讨厌转几遍送到天边

吴忠明：平凡的傻事用了心变成经典

吴忠明+元若蓝：存浪漫的心愿便利贴 贴成无限 就是我们最富有的宣言

吴忠明：把你的喜欢每一天复习两遍

元若蓝：惊喜的语言我的天通通灵验

吴忠明+元若蓝：你和我的心愿便利贴 贴心里面 收集感动 给以后怀念

吴忠明：等不到双子座流星雨 撒满天际

元若蓝：先点燃九只仙女棒代替

吴忠明：最灿烂不一定要许多钻石黄金

吴忠明+元若蓝：看你眼睛有幸福的倒影

元若蓝：把你的讨厌转几遍送到天边

吴忠明：平凡的傻事用了心变成经典

吴忠明+元若蓝：存浪漫的心愿便利贴 贴成无限 就是我们最富有的宣言

吴忠明：把你的喜欢每一天复习两遍

元若蓝：惊喜的语言我的天通通灵验

吴忠明+元若蓝：你和我的心愿便利贴 贴心里面 收集感动 给以后怀念

元若蓝：嗒嗒啦 嗒嗒啦 嗒 嗒 啦

吴忠明：嗒 啦啦啦(元若蓝：嗒 嗒啦)

吴忠明：嗒 啦啦啦(元若蓝：嗒 嗒啦)

元若蓝：把你的讨厌转几遍送到天边

吴忠明：平凡的傻事用了心变成经典

吴忠明+元若蓝：存浪漫的心愿便利贴 贴成无限 就是我们最富有的宣言 把你的喜欢每一天复习两遍 惊喜的语言都为你提早灵验 你和我的心愿便利贴 贴心里面 收集感动 给以后怀念

元若蓝：一天一天贴近你的心

吴忠明：一点一滴我都能感应

吴忠明+元若蓝：你是最美的相信

错过

你是白天期待日出的山丘我却是夜里才能温柔的河流你越等越脆弱我越给越难受爱错 在错过你找我时眼神会习惯朝左而我想你的时候眼泪却往右你越找越失落我越哭越难过想爱不能够什么时候爱可以被感受什么时候爱才不会错过能否你想念我我也刚好寂寞让爱留在这时候你找我时眼神会习惯朝左而我想你的时候眼泪却往右你越找越失落我越哭越难过想爱都不能够什么时候爱可以被感受什么时候爱才不会错过能否你想念我我也刚好寂寞让爱留在需要的时候什么时候爱可以被感受什么时候爱才不会错过能否你想念我我也刚好寂寞让爱留在这时候你找我时眼神会习惯朝左而我想你的时候眼泪却往右你越找越失落我越哭越难过不停的错过又错过

WHAT HEIGHT ALL ABOUT?

What is it about height anyway? I dun see why that is a plus point at all. Sure, it helps u take stuff from high selves. Sure, the air u breathe is fresher. But as I have once said before, aesthetics is all about proportion, not height. Perhaps u guys forgot the cavemen story on how height became an important factor for beauty nowadays. Maybe I shld reillustrate it? Indeed, I shall. For those of u who read it before, please read it again coz obviously u didn�t get my point. Once upon a time very very long ago, the earth was only populated by Cavepeople and perhaps some sabertooth tigers. The Cavepeople were divided into groups by their height, coz the taller ones are usually the stronger and more successful. The tall cavepeople are leaders because it is more possible for them to find food as they are the ones who can reach higher up the trees for fruits, and go deeper into the rivers to catch fish. Not unexpectedly, they run faster too (longer legs, longer strides), thus they dun often get killed by the said sabertooth tigers. The leaders of the pack, aka the Tall Cavepeople, decided one day that Tall is good, Tall is beautiful, Tall is everything nice. Being tall cavemen, they wanted tall cavewomen too, so that the cavewomen dun look so stubbed (I dun think there is such a word, but heck.) standing beside them. Besides this, tall cavewomen cannot claim that they are too short to wash clothes in the river without being washed away. This point, the tall cavemen liked! So they started to make Tall Cavebabies by only letting the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewomen have sex. And boy did they have sex! They �oooh!� and �ahhh!� all day long in the day, mating and mating. Slowly, the Short Cavepeople foresaw what is going to happen to them. You see, God was fair and mighty in those days, and he made the short cavepeople smarter instead of taller and stronger. The Short cavepeople knew that with more Tall Cavepeople, they would be kicked out of the gang to become outcasts pretty soon, and be bullied more. The Short Cavepeople were totally against the idea of the fruit of Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman�s labour. And they were short. So they can�t do much about it, except whine the whole day and give the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman a kick whenever they passed by that eventful cave. Not that the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman noticed of course. The Average-height Cavepeople were pissed with all the pandemonium. In fact, they were pissed with almost everything. They were the only type of people God seems to be unfair to. God gave them half brains and half height. In fact, the Average-height Cavepeople were so pissed with the constant moaning of the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman, and the constant whining of the Short Cavepeople, that they can�t take it any longer. They took out a parang (a kinda knife their kind invented) and slaugthered the shit outta Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman. It may be interesting to note that Tallest Cavewoman was killed exactly when she got her first orgasm, also marking the first pre-historic orgasm ever (She was 13 and stood at 1.87m) in the records of history. From then on people concluded that girls like excitements such as being threatened with a parang while having sex and therefore came bondage and sado-masochism. Anyway, we can imagine the aftermath of the bloodshed. The tall cavepeople were very angry with the Average-height Cavepeople for the unreasonable killings of the Tallest of their kind. They decided they shall tolerate no more of such nonsense, and with a huff, they took the pre-historic heels they made for their then-still-not-that-tall cavewomen and left the place. Without the Tall Cavepeople�s help to catch food, the rest suffered significant losses in their meals. Secretly the smart Short Cavepeople were inventing fishing rods and arrows and spears for easier gaming, and they once tried to teach the Average-height Cavepeople how to use those things, but they were just to dumb to learn. Instead, the average-height Cavepeople decided that it was the Short Cavepeople�s fault for whining in the first place, and started to beat the Short Cavepeople up whenever they can. The Short Cavepeople, being kind-hearted fellows actually, started to decided it IS their fault that the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman got killed. With the beatings and the guilt, they could take it no more and migrated in an opposite direction to the Tall Cavepeople. The Average height Cavepeople were in a loss. Now, they were lazy bastards and were very happy with the Short Cavepeople�s catches but now that both the Tall and Short were gone, they had no food. So they secretly followed the Short Cavepeople, and stopped a few hundred of kilometres away from them, coz they discovered that their country has a few nice islands. A few earthquakes which split the earth and a few billions years later, the Tall Cavepeople found themselves in Paris, and that�s why the supermodels all got �great height�. The phrase �looks like a model� was actually a shortened form of �Looks like a living model of the Tallest Cavewoman�. The Short Cavepeople, now having evolved into wimpy people not willing to voice any opinions (and not to mention, short), were actually there before Sang Nila Utama came to our sunny island, called Singapore. The barbaric Average-height Cavepeople, being stupid, can only watch from a distance the success of the Short community (of course they will succeed coz they are smart) with a very sore eye. They, up to this day, still bully the Short community because the Short community is tolerant and good-natured. One day, we will reach up to our limits and fire all the �Average height� workers working in our country. We see how they will survive! Alright! So now u know why height is seen as being important in our society. However, nobody stopped to think that ladders have render tree climbing useless.

topic of today: wad blogs are for??

well, have u thought of y u wan to keep a blog??
reasons:

• its a 'IN' thingy...
  
• technology improving(writing email instead of sending letter)
  
• so have online journal instead of using hand write...
  
• sharing my feeling wif my friends
  
• let them know how i am getting on
  

but blogs can oso affect ppl's relationship... if u r not happy wif one person, u can write like i am very angry wif A... how can he do this kind of thing... then ppl reading this entry will be guessing hu u r refering to... fr here u can see ppl take blog very seriously... so its better to be more careful of wad u have to write... u maybe hurting someone's feeling which u nv know... and better be careful of the words and the topic u use... there's once this blogger hu blogged abt some political issue and is sued...as for me, i keep blog seriously juz to keep it as a online journal... i dun wish to create any unhappiness in any of my entry... u shld keep the good memories and throw the 'not so good' memories aside... so tt when u come back to read wad u have done for the past yr, u will oso be able to remember the good things and not remebering the bad things...

TIRED......

TIRED........ is the only words that seem to be in my mind as busy with work and study. Really hate all teh LGA to the core, is like killing me in slow pain...... should be back soon with a happy mood...Miss him a lots, almost two weeks we have not met each others.....hoping and looking forward to see him......

DND PART 2

Ok !!! It prob like 12am now.. We are all waiting for the guest of honour to arrive. YES !!! We are having a surprised farewell party for Mr Aim. Today or i shold said, yest was his last day loh ... And we decided to take this change to have a party for him .... As u can see from the pics , I reli make them wear this ugly glasses that i sos so regret to buy one to take pics in them !!!!I spare nobody in taking pics in them also !!! See that white tee on everyone with the words" I LOVE FASAAIM". I printed that as a farewell gift and make them wear and take pics in them ..It was like almost 1 hrs of cam whoring loh ... There so mnay camera with us that nite !!!! * faint*faint*We are not super drunk leh .. Have some drama with this room .. The service is very slow and then the aircon break down. Like almost 2 am in the mrning, we got to change the room .. Not to mention that we got upgrade to the seaview one... They should have gave that to me that day loh ... It was so beautiful .. Everyone love it ......
Let see wat our damage ???????
1) one and half bottle of vokda
2) 3 boxes of donut
3) 2 pkt of potato chips
3) 1 fruit cake
4)4 bottles of 7up
5) 1 large bottle of orange juice
NOBODY WAS DRUNK TONITE !!! UNBELIEVEABLE !!!!!!!

Feeling.......

came upon tis post when i browsed thru another's blog. simply find it meaningful and so decided juz to put down here to pen down how i feel exactly now ...

Everything Happens For A Reason --Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.You never know who these people may be; your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul.Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.The people you meet who affect your life and successes and downfalls you experience, they are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experience can be learned from... Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important onesIf someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart... forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen, let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it.

Moving Thoughts --Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.ps: its hard to accept everythin tt had happened ... how i wished everything is just a dream

Colorgenics

At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured.

WHAT FRENS ARE FOR........................

to me,

• 
  friends shld be someone hu is always there for u when u needed them...
  
• give u encouragment when doing things tt u r uncertain of...
  
• someone for u to lean on apart fr boi/gal friend
  
• have be true to one another
  
• someone hu u can confront to
  
• someone hu u dun have to wear a mask when talking to
  
• dun have to think twice on the things u wan to say
  

but if a friend keep having doubts in the things u tell them, have to ask the reason for u to asking them that question and even suspect u on the truth u tell them, is tt a friend??? there's no trust between each other.. its too tired to carry on this kind of friendship... u have to be cautious of wad u say so that they will not suspect u on the things u have told them abt... every question u ask u have to have a reason behind it.. omg... its so tiring lah... u cant be urself then wad for... hai... juz give up on this friendship... Got a fren is down right now due to relationship, just hope she will get it over soon. TSP 'JIA YOU'.....

COMPANY DND - PART 1

Well this is just the part one pictures still trying to grab and edit more... should be back soon.

FINALLY IT"S OVER

Well finally my cpompany annual dnd is over! Had a hard time preparing the clothes and etc. So decided to borrow my brother car as it would be easy to move around. Spend time turning around marina as lost the way to Robinson to pick up Heama and WanPin. As we need to get things done within time limit... haha there will be load of pictures next entry so just relax and enjoy.... Well did not really enjoy the food as i left at around ten to pick my brother up and i LOST MY WAY, pissed off and i called shawn for help in the ended. Thank dear you been a great help. I should have reach by 1030 ended i reach at alomst 11pm. Damn lucky he was not angry, ahhaha........ Did not maanges to eat the food also. But ended up when we will celebrating at the room i kept finding for food and guess what i ate DONUTS AGAIN...... Start the first game of cards and i lost the bloody battle. There a stacks of UNO so we are to pick up one cards and place it on top of our head. Wait we are not surpose to see our cards. AND I LOST THE FIRST GAME AS MY CARD SHOWN A "O". Damn it i have to drink the bloody bucket of VODAK MIX SPRITE AND ORANGE. 'SAPO' noone pour SPRITE AND ORANGE but all kept pouring the VODAK WHAT THE HELL.... Thou of revenge but lost again.... will upload the photo soon ya..

STILL RUSHING ASSIGNMNET..............................................................................

Booo Hooo......

Currently i'm drowning in my assignments. LIKE ASSIGNMENTSSSSS! Every week there are like SO MANY mini mini assignments that are actually not so mini, just that they dun really carry marks, but are included in the class participation marks? And we have no choice but to do them! And then there are still e-learning assignments that is like so so so heavy and only worth a marks. I dont understand why does this module have to be so HEAVY as compared to so many others. I thought it should be equal and balanced out. I think sufficient will be good, this is like too much? And we dont even know if we will learn cos there are so much to do we just do and do and do and like DIE. LOLS Still struggling with my assignment at this very moment...Did one page of it, left like 2 more pages, kinda know what crap i should fill them up with already, but speaking abt making sense, i'm not sure if those things i wrote down or am gonna write down soon will make any sense. HURRRRR I just wanna get it done and be free a little. like at least the rest still have some time left for me to complete. THIS SHITTY one, its due on TUESDAY! Yah! HORRID MONDAY NIGHT FOR ME. I need to blog a little to vent out my anger. damn... being in this sch made me realised there are really many who really like to act smart or make stupid comments andddddd can just like be so hypocrite. And seriously, i totally dun like ppl who just look u up just bcos they need ur help, and worse, they dun even know anything abt u and just ACT AS IF THEY KNOW~ Rubbish!!!!seriously, i start to wonder are ppl i'm gonna work with in future are all gonna be sucky?seriously, they din offend me anyway, but i cant seems to make myself like them. And just wanna complain abt them. DAMN. I think i should go back to my assignment now. YEEEEEEEEEEE 1 MORE DAY TO MY COMPANY DINNER AND DANCE.......