Thursday, May 29, 2008

Searching For Time................

Well, i'm back alive..... so long that i have never been able to slack at home since the whole day. Having been seeing darling for almost a week, miss him deeply. Manages to ahve time to run thru most of my frens blogspot and discover things. at first i thou we have not been meeting that often as everyone starting buzzy with whole stuff but till just i realise that i'm been remembered. Sorry my kaki for not been able to meet up with joyce,charles,shuping,and more. Dun worry will try to look for u all more often..

It suck !!! I dun know wat wrong with myself lately .. I just feel so tired and mono in everything i do ... Somhow, it just so different from last time. I hate my work now.. i hate everything that around me .... Bascially, i hate myself now .... I dun know wat wrong with me ....

I always thought that i had lot of friends around me .. After wat happened, I m wondering .. Do i have friend in the first place ??? And i m just trying to recall back wat i do for the past few yrs ...I just realise that it the same ...

How do u managed the space between yr Bf and u ?? Is that a time frame that state when u guys need it or it should be there in the first place ?? When a relationship honeymoon period is over, there a lot of stuff u need to do .. in order to maintain the relationship going on. It need 2 hands to maintain and not just u alone to carry on. .. Apart by communication , watelse is there to do in order to maintain a relationship ???Been togther was it just 2 person or it contain lots of other issue ??? When u would let go or u would just try to manage it till the feeling is gone ?? I believe in forever althought it sound so stupid .. but it just not easy to maintain a relatonship. I might be happy but u might not !!! We just not the same anymore ..

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