My Life Has Changing.....

Well it's has been like almost a month since we met up and almost three week we have not talk to another and lastly is like we have lost our feelings in the relationship.

At first i was still sad to let go that i will still tends to message him but who know after a continue days of crying realised that actually i should be happy that i have freedom of back to a simgle life. Being in a relationship does not make me happy as i have not feel the security that you wanted to gave all this 6 years.

I was super sad and i finally decided to tell my dad that we have a big fight and we will have the chance of being together again.. Since then i lost all my laughter and emotion over rules me. Sad to said i actually wanted to give up my life but coming to think about it, it might not be worth it so i only can be brave and stand again..I know my dad is worry about me over this as we have been together for a long period and it will hurt eventually but i just need to be strong and time will heal my deep wound cut asap and i believe i can do it. My dad did told my brother and he actually have the trust that i will be able to stand up again.

Fianlly, i also do not want to say much further le, hoping to be stay focus at my work and study. After being so freedom i have will have a lots more time with frens and choices..

Went to Charles's house for mahjong session, and gosh i actually have forgortten alomst everythings but glad that at this mahjong khaki are understandable. Thank mark for teaching and guiding, sorry did not have the luck o help you win more more. And the kindness of Charles and mark being so patient and teaching(actually all of the are nice la). Hahahah going off to baldding sesson with Charles, Eugene and Joyce.... should be having more updates soon.

OFF DAY..............

Haha think i have never blog for half a month since the last entries. Well noty much think to blog out as it wil be the same repeatly daily routine. Beside work, study and nuthing else..... haha well for work at least now is so much better than last time as my new partner can cover a lots of things and she is responsible for what she done. She hs done a lots of training for my staffs and surprised that when i back on leave, one of my aunt(part-time) no knowledge on computer know how to clock in and out for ehr shift. At first i got to do it for her when she report works but never did i know that she was actually being taught to dod so. GOOD...... MY WORK BURDEN IS LIGHTEN....Sunshine coming to my work path.... woww huarry....

As for study still not a worry yet as it was just the start of the module and quite relaxing... quite piss off as i actually was been ask to stay behind to meet one of the lecture due to i did not submit my "es" (excutive summary) when the report are actually attach behind.. GOSH wondering did she really check my work a not......

LOVE........................... As usual for my love life, still the same never change. Er was rather touching when someone actually express his feeling for you and you are BEING MISS BY HIM.. Never had those feeling since a long time liao.... As when you are in a raelationship afetr a long period things are different compared to beinning.... Well actually after his express his feelings i did not have the feeling to see or meet up anymore......

STUDYING IS LIKE HELL TO ME....

It reli a shitty day. 1 bad news after another ....

3 Excutive summary to summit next week.

1 Final paper to go next week

one after another, as it like now we are coming to the end of the course so the last few lesson/module is rally tiring as too much group works and trpoerts. if you get good memebr then is still okay but if they are lousy then you gonna suffer like mad...that what i'm going under rite now.

feaking mad.....

Feaking damn mad.... sick then dun come back and spread the bloody germs around. Almost all illness cough is the damn irratting illness.... Feaking mad, so what if i'm inmpatient. If i will the one to be coughing like that what will ur reaction be.... trying in to log in to MSN with laptop but try for about an hours still cannot... damn pissed off.

Finally my off day

Gosh i have so many frens celebrating their birthday this month...... pockets big big holes....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
- ADRI (17th sept)
- JOEY LAM (19th sept)
- EVVON (20th sept)
- AGNES (23th sept)
- IRENE (25th sept)
- SHAWN (26th sept)

see that really alots of them

DAMN SICK AND TIRED

haiz.... my store just launch out the new CRS pos...... it is really hard life getting use to one things then u need to change again. For youngster still fine how about the older people in my store...Beacause of this i have to work two full shift in order to get the nude anut doubt clear.. hopefully tml everything will be fine as it my off day after a hard week of work advance. Still remember his owrds to ask me to relax more and dun stress....

Shit got another LGA assignment for thursday.... hard to time having it to completed again....
having a very bad headaches going to bed now.....

SICK AGAIN..............

Damn it.... as i fall sick again and it is really terrible this round as got flu and cough..... should be back with more updates as i still tired after the fews days of rushing project........