Well i'm back again. Seems like if i got into trouble this is the place where i can voice out, shout out and cry out aloud. Well din know what to say just lost of words. There are happiness and unhappiness that i wanna say out but unhappiness is so much so it can take me aways.
Remember i said things for me and eugene seems moving ahead but the truth is we are not. In afct she now has a partner of his life. Well i just dun understand if he has no feeling for me why wanna move in to some actions where not couples do. I just hates myself for being so easy falling for him. And in fact i was super duper upset the day before. But so much so i know loves can't be force so let things go and i'm hereby wishin them and hoping the will move further ahead. As for me i thinki haev to really learn my lesson in love and be smarter in anyway to get myself in hurt.
Erm... happy part is i finally meet up with Adrian despite of chatting in msn for a long period. Heheh gosh he dun even look like his age and he is cute and funny. Was comfortable with him when we will out on the first date to watch BLOOD ( The last Vampine). Things move pretty well and i knew he feel bad as the first date and first movie is a horror one. BUt i'm fine some part of the story are scarey but i'm okay with it. Feel bad as i think it was rushing for me that day as he has a soccer match in the afternoon and think he did not have his lunch and stright rush over and in fact after the show we went for dinner he din eat much also.. And he was not feeling well then. Could be he ran over and he is sweating then straight enter air con room and that caught him to be sick. Feel bad as he is also uptight by work.
Er okay now also a resting period for me as i'm not working and still looking out for jobs hope to get one soon. SHould be bad soon.
